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Team CourtneyTogether We Have Lost 22 lbs!
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April 29 Missing In ActionWhere have we been? I would like to have some great story behind our disappearence....captured by aliens or a trip around the world.
But I am going to put this shortcoming behind me and just look forward from here. I am not going to look at this as a failure but rather a lesson learned. I am going to remember how it felt to give up. I am going to remember how disappointed I felt in myself. I am going to to remember how hard it is to get started again.
I am ready to get back on track again (hopefully this time for good) and I am hoping by refocusing on my goals I will inspire Kyle to join me. I want us to do this right this time. It felt great when we were doing this before and I want to remember what that felt like. March 11 Last Blog and Weigh In-----NOT!!!Well...last "offficial" blog and weigh in. We had a good weigh in today (a day early). We both lost 3 lbs each. That is good numbers to end this with.
Can you believe this contest is over in just a couple of hours? I can't believe how fast time flew. I am so proud of Kyle. He has done awesome. I am prettty happy with my results although I wish I had lost a little more. But this journey is not over for us even though the contest is so I will continue to see the pounds drop.
I wish you all the best of luck. This is a great community and I look forward to seeing everyone's continued progress. March 05 Week 8 Weigh InWell, we both had weight gains this week. I gained 1 lb. I am not suprised though. It is my TOM so I am retaining water. Even my rings are tight. I always have a great weigh-in the week after so I am hoping to lose at least 4 lbs next week. Kyle gained 2 lbs. He has just got to get back on schedule again. I feel partly responsible since I am the main meal maker and I have not done a very good job at providing healthy meals lately. He'll make it up next week.
Can you believe this contest is over in less than a week? We will weigh-in a day early next week since the 11th is the cut off. We also will be doing progress photos soon. I can't wait for that. Kyle's body is so different and the jeans I wore in my starting photos are too big now (even after drying them in the dryer).
Good luck to everyone this week. March 03 Blogs and BirthdaysI am so impressed and inspired by some of the blogs I read. One in particular really inspired me today. If you haven't read Tammy's (http://whathaveyoudonetoday.spaces.live.com) latest blog "I said yes yes yes" you should. In fact you should read all of them. Her blogs are great. My blog with make more sense too if you read hers.
Anyway this leads me to my point. I have really been out of sorts and kinda down the last couple of weeks. Don't really know why. I just have. I have allowed myself things that I shouldn't and have stopped exercising. I haven't really found the motivation to get back on the horse again. This morning I read Tammy's blog and it really struck a chord with me. I have always just tried to diet but never dealt with the emotional part. Somehow I thought if I got skinnier all the emotional damage would just disappear on its own. That somehow being thin would rid me of all my problems. I'm am learning that it doesn't happen that way. Somehow I have to learn to quiet that destructive inner voice and I have to replace it with that voice of confidence, determination and pride . I have to remind myself that this voice can be louder if I just let it. I have to change the way I think. And I know I can!!! So I am going to get back up on that horse and snap out of this destructive mood I have been in and I am going to teach that negative inner voice a lesson. I am choosing to say YES YES YES!!!
Everyone...keep writing your blogs. You never know who they are going to inspire.
Today is my 35th birthday. Reading that blog this morning was the best birthday present I could receive. Thank you Tammy!
February 25 TiredI'm tired. Not the I need a nap kind of tired. The mental and emotional kind of tired. I'm tired of counting calories. I'm tired of thinking about what to put in my mouth, what to fix for dinner, what to take for lunch. I'm tired of spending hours at the grocery store looking at labels. I'm tired of searching the internet for healthy recipes so we don't get tired of the same foods. I'm tired of searching the menus at restaraunts for something healthy. I'm tired of trying to work in a workout. And it goes beyond this "lifestyle change". I'm tired of bills, laundry, cleaning the house, work, obligations and responsibilty. What is wrong with me? Why is this becoming so tough and exhausting?
I'm not giving up (just yet) but I am really starting to believe that I will just never cut it. That thin is just not in the cards for me. Maybe I just don't want this as bad as I have always thought I did. I really have a lot to think about.
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